I’ve been praying to God
like kinda alot lately. and i’m really not Religious at all. like i refuse to go to Church. and i have alot of problems with Catholic ” ideals .” but what ever. Today i was just like thinking i hope while my grandpa is looking at me from Heaven he’s smiling at me . and i Pray that he isn’t dissapointed in my. b/c i know i am kinda dissapointed in myself. I just want everything to work out ad fallinto place. and i hope it happens soon. i feel so unsettled. i feel like i need to do better. not only for myself but also for my mom. she’s such an amazing person. and she deserves so muich better then what she has right now in her life. i want to be able to pay to ggget her car dfixxxed. haha and i cant lie i kinda want my gary ang ( thants my cars name) back. i just want to be a bteer person and not be like a whiney little bitch. haha and if you’re thinking well you’re whining now stfu and you don’t have to reads the shit i post on here. i need to figure out a way to take charge of my own life.
Nelle mani di Dio
-
mtrmeow liked this
-
kylieelizabeth posted this
